klutt -

hmm..

howcome its easier to feel lonely in a big group than when all alone?

2008-01-28 @ 21:07:59 Permalink this and that Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

id give A LOT to have him!

wouldve named him hugger

2008-01-19 @ 17:05:51 Permalink this and that Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

a dream is often just a dream

been thinking bout quitting for a while now, but if i do im letting them win, and no way im goin to let that happen! always wanted to be a militairy officer, been my dream since i was like 5 years old. but now im not too sure anymore, all i know is id rather die than work under these conditions.

its too bad, cause i was really looking forward to this, it was supposed to be a new start, but this is not even close to what i expected. suppose thats the real reason to why im still here, got nowhere else to go. nowhere to live, no money, no job, nothing.

but still, im the only one complaining. never heard elsa sayin anything about it, but then again shes nearly never here.. but none of the guys says anything either. must be me just getting it all wrong, right? it must be me being weak, why else would it just be me whining? just cant see how the others can take all the sneers and being picked at, cause it cant just be me theyre picking at..!

i dont know what to do...

2008-01-19 @ 16:44:40 Permalink this and that Kommentarer (2) Trackbacks ()

takida

Well I want something, someone to talk to

Cause I know that I'm losing my mind

And I know I'm wasting my time

2008-01-12 @ 20:40:24 Permalink this and that Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

nijmegen 2008

me wanna..

ME GONNA!

2008-01-12 @ 17:43:51 Permalink this and that Kommentarer (4) Trackbacks ()

time changes everything

2008-01-12 @ 17:28:04 Permalink this and that Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

ah, how could i forget he was comin over?!

joels prob the coolest guy ive ever known. plus hes a hugger!:P ah, weve had so many good times, esp during the iron man shit.. wonder how many times weve looked at sunes sommar together, prob like 2473846746..:D

2008-01-06 @ 16:07:55 Permalink this and that Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

kennerth - a constant source of joy

ah, he really made those early mornings at ariterm..:)

2008-01-05 @ 19:29:34 Permalink this and that Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

7th times a charm!

and ill try harhardhard,

wont even say anything about the nude stuff!

2008-01-05 @ 13:45:57 Permalink this and that Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

oh, barf

..i AM allergic to my own room..:(

i really do hope theres something fun to do in halmstad during weekends, cause theres not a chance im going home if i cant hide in my room!

2008-01-04 @ 20:20:14 Permalink this and that Kommentarer (2) Trackbacks ()

gimme!

2008-01-04 @ 10:35:30 Permalink this and that Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

wellwell

..then im off to our guest room to get some sleep (and hopefully not get a cold). tomorrows up at 7, driving farfar to the dentists at 730. then home to do some running (know i shouldnt, but id go crazy if i didnt!) and stuff. at 12 im off to mormor to help her with some grocery shopping. DANG! this is totally weird! went in to my room for like 5 minutes, sneezed like 100 times in a row! gotta check this up, i dont wanna be allergic to my own room!

thank YOU for doing what you did today,

been thinking bout bringin it up

lots of times,
but never had the guts..

2008-01-03 @ 23:48:31 Permalink this and that Kommentarer (2) Trackbacks ()

home, again...

been looking for my 2nd and 3rd pillow and my quilt since i came home round 19. now im off to help farfar install the hands free in their car. tomorrow is shopping with farmor and then me, erik and olle are off to kalmar to be inoculated against jaundice.

huuuh!

2008-01-02 @ 20:28:58 Permalink this and that Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

blaha blaha blaha

i really cant understand what happened. we were the best of friends and then, nothing.. and im truly sorry for that, i really just want everything to be like it used to, i want my friends back. not a day goes by without me wondering what i did wrong, cause it mustve been my fault, right? i mean why else would they all disappear within three months? oh, i really want them back! its so lonely and quiet without them.

i just dont know what to do to make things right again..

2008-01-02 @ 03:28:20 Permalink this and that Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

so, new year..

meeting hackii, emmelie and pelle again was funfunfun.:) meeting others was, well, lets just not say anything about that.. food was great, hackiis the best!:D

yeye, new year and a whole lot to get started with:

- no running til the holes in my periósteums are healed
- getting real friends

- stop being so selfish
- get the fencing goin again

- really try hardhardhard to like the platoon, no matter what
- stop complaining about everything
- reduce the number of training session and make it more efficient
- start sayin no to people
- stop giving away things to/buy things for people without any reason

2008-01-01 @ 12:33:15 Permalink this and that Kommentarer (4) Trackbacks ()

klutt

a little something about nothing