a dream is often just a dream
been thinking bout quitting for a while now, but if i do im letting them win, and no way im goin to let that happen! always wanted to be a militairy officer, been my dream since i was like 5 years old. but now im not too sure anymore, all i know is id rather die than work under these conditions.
its too bad, cause i was really looking forward to this, it was supposed to be a new start, but this is not even close to what i expected. suppose thats the real reason to why im still here, got nowhere else to go. nowhere to live, no money, no job, nothing.
but still, im the only one complaining. never heard elsa sayin anything about it, but then again shes nearly never here.. but none of the guys says anything either. must be me just getting it all wrong, right? it must be me being weak, why else would it just be me whining? just cant see how the others can take all the sneers and being picked at, cause it cant just be me theyre picking at..!
i dont know what to do...
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written by: Fridah
nice blog :D
written by: Fridah
*'gör en litn tårta då:)
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