klutt

didnt sleep much last night.. woke up like half an hour after i fell asleep, squeezing my pillow all cold sweat with tears rolling down my cheeks. i dreamed about last tuesday, about sara, dreamed she died right there, in my arms... what wouldve happened then? there are so many possible scenarios, but none of them happened! so ill just try not to think about it and be happy for sara being alive and feeeling fine..♥